SENTOSA AGAIN!

i went sentosa with darling, rene dear, keli, and tiff! had a great time there not only tanning, playing v-ball. was having a great time taking pictures lar. hahahas. i think im turning darker already. haha. but i dont like the white line im having lar. so ugly. i wanted to tan it off but.. i guess ill have to visit sentosa more often to get it off. hahas..

sigh. today i was tanning alone on the other side with rene. while darling, tiff and keli is tanning over the other side. theres this tourist walking over to our side to ask if we could help him to take a picture. i replied in a very friendly manner not knowing whats his intentions. i thought all he wanted was someone to take a picture of him with the beautiful scenery behind, the sea la. den he said he needa adjust his camera mode but rene suspected he wanted to take shot of me in my 3dian shi. so she quickly got up and ask to take for him. so he asked if we could take a picture with him, SOOO. meeeee! thinking that hes a tourist ma, so im friendly. i said okie right away. but but but!! sigh... hes so darn touchy la. my rib bone gone liao. he touched. and he muack me on my neck to say thank you. i was like YUCK! and its darn obvious that he deliberately came to us coz we were right at the end and theres noone else already. so before us, theres loadsa people but he just chose to walk a longer way to come to us lor. darn that man. sigh. dont tell me im thinking too much. this whole week la.. not very good. malesss.. omg..

yesterday while i was on my way to meet rene jo and keli for dinner over at renes place, theres this ah pek below my place, saw me, he keep sticking his tongue in and out and keep panting. i was freaking shocked at scared la. den i looked at him and quickly walked off den he looked at me and asked me to walk over saying: lai lai. and continue sticking his freaking tongue in and out. and i walked off saying SIAO. den i turned and i saw him doing some freaking disgusting actions facing me. he is touching he little old brother please. oh God. please kill old man like him lar. i was freaking scared la. i wanted to cry man. i wanted to throw my slippers on him but i realised i should get hold of a stick and my slipper means too much to me already. and my slipper wouldnt do much injuries to him too. i wanted to really just whack him lar. i was afraid so all i wanted to do was to cry. but then i ring rene up instead. aHHHH! please get all this disgusting men off my life. i hate them.

okie. after tanning and playing. we went to bathe and headed down ps to do marketing! my darlings gonna cook!!!! yesyesyes! we had so much fun in choosing what to cook. and arguing. and saying NO NO BISCUITS for you all. hahahah! so funny. we were practically making the most noise over at carrefour. hahahahahah!

after our marketing. off we headed to moi home to cook. and i realised my home has got not much thing for them to use la. knifes not sharp la. utensils not enough la. fork dont know all go where already la. i think my fork has got legs. its gone man. to God knows where? hahahas.

we had chicken and mushroom omelette, darling cooked. spaghetti, keli cooked. soup and all. thanks to you all, tiff pat keli and darling. i really love all the food u guy prepared. and for washing and all. haha.

i shall share with you guys the pictures with took today. hahas. we took loadsa loadsa pictures. if you didnt know, i love taking pictures la. hahas.


we've reached.




darling and moi






its rene darling moi and tiff.








serene and keli.


she didnt show the blessed smile. hahas.








rene and tiff








i wanna kiss her.hahahahas


heres our sexy princess.


tiff and moi.


again. the weather darn good man.


my AHEM and serene.


it me with them. hehe








me myself and i


me, darling, tiff and rene.


keli rene jean and tiff.


we were dont know doing what la.


jumping jumpinggg..


this shot NG many times okieeee.. we have a very good cameraman. KELI




i wanna play v-ball. but needa tightened my bikini first. hahas.














we wanted to act as if we are gonna whack each other. but i look at her i just cant help it but to smilee..


ive tried very hard.




i love you serene!


after bathed!
















Mr cool GUY.
















marketing time!










payment time.








the process of making an omelette.


the ingredients.


OMELETTE!


french beans.




our noodle.


our chef in-making!


and myself.

we have got 4 chef in the making. they are keli jean tiff and patricia.! i love them all! hahas.

im gonna go school tomorrow.... sian..

im here blogging while that keli is sleeping on my bed. so late already she's still sleeping. aint she a pig? haha. she can fall asleep in two minutes anyway. hahas. serene!! haha. you dont know what we did ah! she has to be responsible liao!! hahahahahahs.

rene, darling, jo, keli came kbox last night. and waited for me for a hell long time. sigh. im so sorry that i kept you girls waiting for me. coz of some insignificant soul over some insignificant problems that i have to stay and listen and talk about it.

oh God. why do you even place whiners like that liar at the same workplace as i am. always thinking he is a victim? why?? this whiner got very unhappy with me coz i didnt help him to buy his VERY OWN LUNCH. omg. how old is he? he started work at the same time as i am please. and he has LOADSA time to get it. and he started showing his attitude at work already.

in short. about him. i hate whiners and rubbish given by you. and liars like you. please get the hell outta my beautiful life.

after all the rubbish at work. went to meet up with them all. initially we wanted to go loof for chilling session. but by the time all the rubbish ended it was nearly 945pm. SIGH. and some of them needa catch the last train home. so ya. didnt head to loof. we went makansutra for dinner. hehe. den meet kin afterwards. jo makansutra is pronounced this way: MA/KAN/SU/TRA come read with me. hahahahaah! jo doesnt know how to pronounce so she make kin walked a wasted trip for 23mins. kin was only opp us. at ms. ahhahah but.. sigh. all jos fault! hahas

we had satay, oyster omelette, sotong mee. and im hungry for it now. hahahahha!

darlings coming over to cook tomorrow. im going sentosa tomorrow im going loof again! i cant wait!!!!

its was a freaking busy day over at kbox. i dont even have time to enjoy my chicken rice please. i was working till ive finally squeezed out like 10mins to finish my chicken rice and soup. my captain needed help so much that he cant afford to wait for me to finish eating and so he use the mic to ask: jessie! are you readY?? i was eating so i ask qinwei to reply ONE MIN. and it means i will be so ready in a min. my rice was still unfinished. oh well. quickly stuffed food in my mouth and rushed out to work again. haha. was running and running and screaming and clearing bombs. as in difficult customers. my captain left me to settle the difficult customers. aiyo. think i so li hai mehs. i ask him to go he say let me try. i was like OMG. try what?!!! whats so nice to try!! hahahs.

went to meet joe for chill out session over at LOOF. this is a super duper nice place to chill, enjoy red wine and all. i order one small glass of jacobs creek red wine. and i dont really enjoy it la. it was dry and erm.. dont know. one small glass.. finished by serene keli and myself. haha 3 person to finish just one glass. hahaha! and we took pictures. hahahahs.

the place is really nice. you guys should go there someday. each person... bring prolly ard... 20-30 bucks can already. finger food pricing from 7-10++++++ haha.loof is on the rooftop. haha. a bar on a roof. hahaha! i like the place. i wanna go again. heheee. it was supposed to be joe and me chilling tgt but i called rene along to join coz i cant just not share this good place with my dearest.cuz i think she'll love it. and at the same time she was with AHEM. so its really a great place to ask her to come la. and rene. actually.... ahem and myself... already ahem ahem already la. just that you dont know. actually i love her like mad liao. hahahahahhahahahahahahah! -evil laughter-


we took loadsa pictures


i love her like mad.


i insisted on taking loadsa pics coz i dont know when will i go over loof again. sooo.. picturesss!!


joe and myself. thanks for ya box of Godiva's chocolates. i really like it. thanks!


the TWEE of usss!


see! rene.. i told you already. theres something happening between us........ hahahhaha!


i wanted to sit in the middle of both of them but but but. im nice dont wanna seperate them. haha.


did we managed to show the attitude?


they die die also wont let me get in the middle.


rene darling and myself. see closely.. i dont wear contacts.. hahahahahhaha!










look at keli's face. shes sooooo darn happy that shes in the middle of rene and myself. haha! please be honoured that we are taking pictures with u ah. hahahha!

ive enjoyed. thanks to joe. hee. xiexie ni!

its 5.45am on a saturday morning. hehe and im here blogging. been awake since 12pm. and was working since 3pm till 2+am. and sang and waited for transport home. hehe.

im super tired. i think i overworked. i was having very bad headaches for two days. feel as though im gonna fall dead on da ground anytime. haha. so i kept on drinking coke with EXTRA coke syrup coz i think ive got not enough sugar in moi. haha!

okie. i went to teach today. TEACHER jessie for the day time. haha. my students were..... BAD RUDE DEMANDING COMPLAIN KIDS AND CRYBABY. i wonder how the hell i am still so nice to them. first thing. THEY ARE STILL KIDS. okie so i was being nice and tolerate all of the nonsense.

this boy benjamin said:
ben: teacher jessie. why teacher janice give us stickers and you dont give one?
me: stickers? -laugh- change topic.
ben: teacher jessie. can we play outdoor today?
me: ill see what to do if you guys behave well.
ben: okie.

and i started to teach grammer and vocab lar.

the kids just dont wanna settle down and just shut up and do their work. sigh. i was writing on da board and they keep wanting to disturb me. sigh. got one run about the center. and one scold vulgarities. i was like GOSH.. pri one only can! know such words. do you know one just one sentence like i have a friend. they can spend about fifteen minutes to write. and one question like.. 16-8=? they can spend half an hour.

and keep telling me what they wanna do and even lied to me. sigh.. so i replied: you dont tell me what you want to do. i tell you what i want you to do. you dont come and argue with me so now you sit down and do your work.

one P4 student said:
Teacher. you not fierce enough.
me: shocked. i tot im fierce enough. i was fearful that they will cry. but i came to realise they can cry for little reasons too. so i bor chup already.

benjanmin threw tantrum on me today. coz he didnt managed to get what he wanted. he didnt get to play outdoor. so he was very upset with me. but i couldnt do anything coz i was told to let them stay indoor. im just following what i should do.

benjamin wanna sit on a chair and has got no chair. so i stood up and said:
me: ben. you can have this chair. i smiled to him.
ben: stand up. pushed the chair away and walk to the other side and take another chair.
me: AHHH im darn hurt. but second thought. he is just a kid. so i shall be nice and forgive him.
ben said: stupid teacher.
me: more hurt. and again. he is just a kid. so i din bother.

but one thing that makes me really happy was one kid was telling the other kid saying:
hey why you never tell teacher?. tell her la. tell her la.
kid: teacher.. you.. VERY PRETTY LEH.
me: laughs. thank you. faster walk kids.

chinese lesson. im thinking: SHIT. they better dont come and ask me anything.
benjamin: teacher jessie.. you know how to write "zhu"?
me: thinking.. and thinking.. and said.. ya
benjamin: teacher jessie.. you know how to write" JI QI JI"?
me: thinking.. "what the hell? how to write?
me: haha yes. shit ive lied. i only know the QI.

playing toys time.

song rui is one very cute gentle boy. i like him. but the main problem with him is.. he loves crying too much that i can hardly tolerate.

song rui: teacher i want you to play this with me.
me: okie. come lets play..

benjamin: teacher i also want you to play with me.
me: okie..

song rui:- gonna cry- teacher........ i want you to play with me
in time. waijun came in and play.
me: song rui. be good okie. play with waijun.
song rui: i dont want i want to play with teacher....... -gonna really cry-
me:alright how to play? lets all play together.

and... theres fights pinchs punchs etc la. four hours there....

i got to kbox and was named plantium 2. i was quite laggy and slow today at work. coz im already half drained. dead already. oh well. i din mean to be so slow and all. coz i wasnt feeling very good. i was having bad headache and mentally tired too. but well. work ma. no choice. hahas.

i went zouk last night. and i tell you...... i got so turned off..

cus it was a... les night? theres really loadsa handsome cute bungs and etc.. sexy hot passives. and etc... i was like phuaa that girls darn hot. haha. but i practically went there to just dance la. nothing else. so waited for the time to come to dance and poof went and dance......

but i tell you... once the crowds there.... omg... a friends friend came and dance tgt. and i wasnt really into it. coz i jus wanna dance alone or with rene. but well rene was pulled away by that friend of ours and so i went to dance with... ahem. and... we danced. the details.. hmm.. rene and i know can already. zip it up jo. i can tell you more if you are interested to know everything. hahahahaha! someone even asked: are you two PLs? rene and i LOL.

oh. and i went tanning alone... hehe. it aint a bad feeling or a sian atmosphere. its just peaceful and its just you alone lor. i love the atmosphere. you can just lie down there listening to the strong breeze of wind and wave. freaking good. and the sun was really hot. im a dark skinned girl now. hahahas.

im gonna try shopping/movie alone soon. hehe..

ive counted my pay. my urbanmale bags coming to me next month.


rene and myself after lights out at zouk.


this is a new top i bought yesterday. haha. met bao ge ge and she said i better get a top to change coz my tan color is far tooooo obvious and im looking too red. haha. i was wearing a tube then. hahas.


chilling out over at ljs.


moi moiself and oi.


was about to leave sentosa. and i saw tourist looking above . i kpo and wonder wad it was and i saw cute little monkeys. so i decided to take pics for them. haha!

i cant wait for shopping sprreeeee.....

i went shopping and not just window shop. i bought three tops and altogether i spent 50 bucks. good deal right. haha. i bought tops from XINXIAN HER aka freshbox. haha! i was telling rene that: hey this is xinxian her de clothes leh. haha den the salesgirl was laughing along with me. i was like shit she heard it. oppss and said sorry. den she said its okie and carry on laughing with me. haha! and the last top i got it from manggis. nice green tube. haha. last piece somemore. so i took it coz i like it. but in the end i regretted getting it. coz i prefer my xinxian her ones. hahahs.

and.. theres something i wanna say here.. if im able to go and have fun ill make sure i die die also will appear. no doubt. and if you know me well enough.. if im not able to make it for something, im really not able to. not that i purposely wanna put aeroplane or whatever. if you aint happy with me, tell me. ill explain everything properly. and the main reason for not appearing, im working. im not going out to play.

oh yes.. world, jessie me is gonna go for work on fri from 3pm to 2AM. read 2AM. hahas. tell me i can do it. haha. im gonna be teacher jessie from 3-7 and head down kbox to be server jessie. haha!


these are from xinxian her. freshbox. very cheap one. hhaha.


this is from manggis. how much do u think i got it for? sigh.. it seemed darn cheap.. but.. but.. its darn ex la. for its lousy material.. i got it at 26. kill me...... but the color nice hors? im into green la. hahahs.

i was shopping yesterday and i saw this green adidas bag. selling at 60 if im not wrong. i wanna get it too.


serene and keli


keli and myself.


serene and myself


its me myself and i. i was waiting for serene to brush her teeth. hahas.


she prefer standing on my left.


one more. hahaha.

and i really hope clubbings on tmr night. but well. im mentally prepared for the plan to be cancelled. hahahs. so i got plans for myself tmr also! hahahs

im supposed to be at wild wild wet today. having fun playing. but.. sigh.. im utterly disappointed. whats the problem with just two person having fun together? i think two person having fun aint that bad also what. its whether you want or dont want what. thou in a group is alot better than a pair. but well.. i was really looking forward to it la. and i really dont like ya popo mama attitude. if you want say you want, if you dont want just say you dont want. i dont like the sigh. i dont know leh. sigh how ah? dont know leh. i went DOTS when i heard this. if you know in the end we wouldnt be going coz most prob will be the both of us. dont just agree. or even wanna do both things. yes we can.. but the answers given was but we will be very tired by then. i was like DOTS. since you know.. then dont think of doing both things lar!

so im gonna go shopping later. quite sian of it already but i cant just slack and do nothing on this day. i requested off day so i must do something. some people just dont know by cancelling the plans we had will just turn me off and sad lar. coz if i were to work, im earning money not just wasting my time away can. SIGH! and the following plans we are gonna have, i really have got no mood to look forward to it. coz it'll subsequently be cancelled. im so so so turned off lar. SIGH.

who wants to go wild wild wet with me? or who are the beachy kind of person? or who are the kinds who keep their words and go according to plans? and who are the ones that aint popomama? who are the ones who know how to treasure times given? who are the ones that always wanna do something but not nothing? who? AHHHH!

i saw one lady tanning alone yesterday. maybe i should try tanning alone. hahas. i think it will be more enjoyable. coz noone will PS me or give me POPOMAMA attitude. i wonder how could someone live with this kinda attitude in life. dont know what you want? or even unsure of what you want? and what you wanna do? i totally dont understand.

i dreamt about something thats not gonna happen. regarding work. darn. why am i even dreaming of me working? i dreamt of me working and theres alot of conflicts over there happening. and i was even involved. gosh. and in my dream i was like, why would i even let myself be involved in this kinda insignificant conflicts? haha! conflicts at work to me are all INSIGNIFICANT. hahas. and i got up from bed coz im feeling freaking cold la. the fan in my room surely did a great job. im freezing.

my planning for today after all the popomama i was given. it was said to be that we'll be meeting at two pm. look at the time now.. its 1.55pm. and im still here. coz someone aint ready. hello? im also a female. and i only went to get prepared after half an hour of saying okie we get changed now. coz i know she'll be dragging or whatever. and shes aint ready still. goodness.. im thanking God for the patience i have man.

i shall have a bigger heart to tolerate and to forgive. but well i cant help it yesterday so i somehow SAY her straight.

im going out world. in a sian mood thou. i hope when im out my mood will change....... to be better ofcos.